The Reader
Regina. Can't wait to step into the real society. Hates life to be in an orderly manner. Adores human interaction. 21 going on 22 this year. Third year in "ANUS minus A" - "KoM-Pu-Tin".
Adores
Reading chick literati books, watching dramas whichever and whatever and wherever the source is from, singing and listening to every genre of music, satisfying my stomach with good food, catching good movies, working out every cell available in her body.
Things I'd Like
Good grades
Healthy life
Money
Peace and harmony
Saturday, September 24, 2005
1st mid term test in school
here i am in a prestigious school, and i noe i am not made for this standard because all along in my life, i am always a disappointment when it comes to studies in my family. if you tink i did well in poly, trust me, it was all sheer luck and perhaps i am more inclined towards the hands-on learning method.
yeap. I screwed my first test in nus today. heh. comp networks it is. and its 26 mcq. u'll be thinking "gee mcq oso canot make it wad abt essay qns nxt time?" my morale was terribly low. but i haf decided not to cry over my spilled bunch of milk lah. lets hope i can even pass. because while i was doing i had so many choices that i tink were either too possible as a correct answer, or the choices doesnt seem good enuf to be correct. haiiiz. and everyone i compared answers with had different answers from mine. not forgetting the maths they use were like log to the power of 2 and words like "relinquist" came up but really lah, my english not good to the extend that i know what that word means lor. so i anyhow guess that answer. which turned out to be wrong too. enuf babble.
on the bus journey home i kept thinking whether i shuld juz give up my education there. i mean, i wasn't smart or made to be a student for that school. i scored 194 in my psle, juz barely enough to make it for the express grade, and a measly 19pts for L1r4 to qualify for a "not-so-lousy-standard" of education in poly, and really with 19pts u can only qualify for engineering, nursing, or IT. obviously i had to stick with IT because the other 2 were like the big nono in my family. and thankfully, with interest in that subject i did manage to do pretty okay. laziness is inborn in me. and i was so shocked to see pple in uni doing homework, printing lecture notes like all the time, and even discussing projects. hmm... i have never done any homework since i graduated in sec sch. and i dun tink i want to do my homework here. but with such lousy grades, i keep telling myself i really have to pull my socks up. I'm tired. I'm so freaking sick of studying. arghhh.
i can't disappoint my family. i will really have to try my best.
6:26 PM