Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Exams leave me with such low morale
Had one of the worst papers in my life today.
10 MCQs and 9 essay questions (in computing terms it would mean writing java codes and drawing diagrams). BUT this is an open book exam.
before the exam there's this conversation between all of us:
G: Are you prepared for this exam?
Me: I don't know... I just read everything and know which chapters to dig for different kinds of questions. Whatever I don't geddit I just flip next page.
after the exam, the first thing we did was to turn to each other and shake our heads.
G: Did you finish every question?
Me: NO! I din touch 10marks question cos i din understand wad the hell the question wants, and I didn't even haf the time to flip the pages of the book! Its an aimless search sia! argh argh shuld haf scribble more rubbish in the answers...
G: Me too! I spent 5 mins reading the whole lecture notes when I realise that time was running out! But at least i scribble rubbish into every question hope can get 1 or 2 marks.
Me: The question I didn't do only need to write Ok or not OK nia. I didn't even anyhow write all Ok!
Fren butt in: OK u write all can get 3 marks leh!
fuck fuck fuck.
i looked through my archives and i realise im nt a happy person ever since i went back to sch. shuld nv haf continued sch, shuld haf juz start lookin for a job wif a diploma. or shuld haf went to another sch (who open his arms out first before this sch did). hahah or maybe i am doing badly repeat all the modules so that paul n i can graduate the same year. *sniggers* Im cursing everyone else to be as dumb as me so that the bell curve evens out n i dun haf to repeat this damn module again. imagine the arduous amt of assignment to complete can die man. i will rather repeat maths than this man...
enough of ranting. i shuld just kambate for the rest lest i haf to repeat 5 modules.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
I'm heading for the terrible "2x".....
As most close frens of mine should know...
tmr is a very special day for me.
its a day when i finally turned 20, and it is terrible because its the start of adulthood where the expected sequence of events should occur... Such as getting the first job, getting the first promotion, or even using CREDIT CARD for the first time ever... haha... IF im not left on the shelf, that would mean... my first proposal from a man, and my first marriage may be on the cards as well.
Well, some things you'll never know. We may just die any day afterall eh? But I'm glad to have made it thus far, I owe it to Buddha and Goddess of Mercy and all other Gods that I've been praying consistently for blessing me and so far so good my life has been quite safe lah huh...
Every year I will write the milestones that should be attained.
This year, I'm glad to say: the expected milestones should have been attained last year, and I sure as hell am gonna try to reach these milestones I've set for myself:
1) get at least a pass for all modules taken for sem 1 and sem 2 and sem 3 in nus.
2) if can pass, get at least a cap score of 3.0 and above.
3) be able to hug a large and gigantic minnie mouse the size of my bolster to slp.
4) be happy.
5) most importantly, be healthy. everyone around me should all be in the pink of health.
very simple minded hopes that I've wish to achieve hor. I'm quite excited for my birthday celebrations and presents from mister paul sia. he have been planning this for 2 months and im wondering wad the hell he can do to make me impressed. hiak. till then, wish me luck and all the best for my final exams on 19th nov to 30th nov ya? thats the best birthday wish u can give me.
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