Saturday, October 28, 2006
hopeless, helpless and extremely upset.
hear people can copy their fren's work lah
then those ppl who ask them for help one they pretend din see msg on msn lah
then those ppl who noe how to do one all pretend busy lah
all human nature
i oso wan to noe how to do wad
difficulty level so high duno why i go n take for wad man
rather be a free loader do project next time then learn this liao
im not afraid of failing
i am just mad at the way human beings behave
my frens? what frens are they man.
im not going to do this assignment anymore
i will haf wasted my time doing it and handing up like a 30% done work.
i haf to study for my maths test, which i believe i can do it becos i do understand.
i will start on my another ecommerce website project.
i will prove u idiots around me that i can do it.
im so mad and pissed now that i rather fail now and stay behind a year so that i dun haf to see u idiots.
i wish the teacher will know those idiots who copied are copiers
the syntax cant be changed lor the codes are going to look exactly alike
but teachers, judges, policemen they are all blind.
we are blinded by the outlook of appearance, of how ppl smile n be nice infront of u.
enough of ur fakeries.
u guys were never nice.
u tried to be. but when u were on the line of desperation, everyone will care only for themselves.
its ok, i understand that totally.
im just disappointed that when i am at the most hopeless moment of time now, nobody, and i repeat. NOBODY cares, NOBODY HELPS.
u watch nkf and those charity programmes. even the disabled gets help. i haf hands eyes and a brain. nobody tries to lift me a finger, no matter how much i try to stand i can't becos the answer is I SIMPLY don't know how to do so.
im in such a foul mood. im crying and i dun care. becos this year, i even manage to forget that its somehow my 21st year of my life. the worst ever.
i dun hate all my friends. i dun hate all of the ones who love me. i love my family my boyfriend and the frens who do not have "education" linked wif me. i am utterly disappointed at those who let me down.
burn in hell u bitches and son of a bitch. foul me here, go ahead its my blog aniwae i dun give a shit wad u say alright. the war is on. i dun wish to pretend all the niceties anymore.
11:29 PM