Thursday, June 16, 2005
I'm so lazy to blog. But there are something to say...
Yeah, this journal's good in a way so that when I'm old I'll laugh out loud at the crazy things or rather, how I grew up.
Yeap, today or rather, yesterday, I reflect on these past few months of what I did and realise, *gulp* I've grown up a little.
At 20 years of age,
I've did the following matters that made me realise, I can accept a hell lot of scarier things.
- Seen a funeral, visited a funeral before. Though my fortune teller says cannot go lah, but its my grandfather's wad. and that was when i was sec 1 lah. and visited my best fren's grand dad funeral before too.
- Accompanied my grandma for a check up but this time round, they checked her colon, intestines, and stomach, and she had to be under anaethesia for awhile. Gee, after her check up, the doc did find something like inflamation and bacteria in the stomach, and 2 tiny polyps in the colon. But no worries, she should be fine lah, according to the doctor... Now our prayers will be that her polyps are benign, not cancerous 1 lor... After the gastroscopy, she slept on the operating theatre's bed and was bloody giddy and groggy. She had needles in her and that was the 1st time I've seen my grandma looking so vulnerable. Part of me wanted to cry, cause I had always had the impression that my gran's like dragon lady, always shouting and hollering at me if I did any wrong. In fact, she's like the most strict to me in this family lah, she manipulates the WHOLE family I tell u. later she kinda woke up and wanted to change, and I was the only one in the changing room with her, I had to pretend I didn't see any stretch marks, cellulite and lose my breakfast *LOL*, okay, and she wanted to PUKE. IMAGINE a 20 year old gal who didn't see anyone puke infront of her but HERSELF. hahaha. yesh, its freaking disgusting lah, and i see her puke I look like the guy in "My Sassy Girlfriend" who wanted to puke too when the lead actress puke over the guy's head. Eww. Okay, since she's sick, I also vacumned the house, and take care of myself. Something which I haven't done before. haha.
- I dare say I dare to go out alone at night. hahaha. I am SCARED of going home alone at around 11 onwards cause of the lurking dark side of Singaporeans; You'll never know how many psychos or rapists are around your neighbourhood. And god damn the fact that my frens may scare me whenever I go home at night. Ghosts, and such spirits I may see. AHHHH I HATE U GUYS! hahah
- I've packed my house! I've helped packed Paul's house too! They are moving out so I went over this whole week (well almost) to help pack his stuff. Jesus CHRIST! Singapore's god damn small i tell u. I was looking at his primary school yearbook and I found CHANG FONG HSIEN FRANCIS (my poly classmate of T11) who was paul's bosom buddy for 6 years in Swiss Cottage Primary!!!!!! Oh god!! I WAS LIKE " WAD THE HELL!! U NOE CHANG FONG HSIEN?!!! OMG!!!" den hes like... "YEAHHH!!!" and his mom butt in and said "Ehhh fong hsien was his best fren in pri sch!! hes so dumb, got once i saw him run and bump his head into the wall and the baluku was soo big and black! i demand the teacher go n send him go hospital scan xray see got damage his brain anot... " now we know why francis talks retardly.... :P hah and PAul never knew of fong hsien's existance becos they lost contact after they went to different sec sch!! ahh let me tok abt scandalous fong hsien. He may look veryy guai ah, but he's not!! he may look nerdy ah, but there's something more abt him u nv noe abt!!
FRANCIS (aka fong hsien in pri sch) used to cut out pictures of girls in newspapers! Wad kind of pictures? Pictures of women wearing bra, bikini or slimming ads! cos they show the figures of them and he brought them to sch and shared with paul! at pri 5, fong hsien has already seen porn and described to paul wad it looks like! he said "i was like, Eh? the women look so BlAH 1 leh. nothing like us! they no long thing, they got nothing there! only look disgusting leh!" hahaha and u noe where he keep pictures of those half naked bodies women??? IN AN ANG PAO!!!!! A RED PACKET is given to you for chinese new yr and for good luck and its supposed to contain money! he go put that sort of shit in it! liew!! hahahah! i dun care wad im writing since hes nt reading my blog anyway! but thats wad paul told me lah! so funny!
Let me dig around for his picture. Oh no i dun haf scanner cant scan class photo. ARGHH! I'm sure you have seen this hum sap lo before.
People can change lah, I'm sure he did change a hell lot ah! He talks like a robot which is exactly like Paul (now we know how their connection is) and he is quite nice to talk to lor... He's not arrogant but i think diane has a hell lot more to say abt him lah.. the bad stuff not the good ones. why dont i get diane to give a lil comment abt the good things abt francis in my tagboard. haha. but okay lah, just not somebody i will marked "HATE U" on.
I can't tink of anything else I did that I think I've mature a little. LOL. So mebe I should do a lil update when im 23 or sth. hehhh.
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