Thursday, July 14, 2005
Pre-graduation nerves (NP)
today's gonna be the day I offically graduate as a diploma holder! YAY!
this would mean I can find a job that pays a hell lot more better.
and this would mean I'm not stupid! I can actually get through poly education!
just thinking back when I was having O levels... I couldn't even manage to achieve the average score to get a nursing course in poly... Cause I was aiming for nursing when i was a hell lot younger.. Imagine doing the grossest things but all I wanted to do was to help the ill and sick peeps... Haiya, but my L1R4 in the past was like 30! its rubbish! So when I got my O's results officially, I was double checking to see if my name was spelt correctly, cos i just dun believe I can get 19pts lor! Actually I don't mind going back to nursing until i realise i didn't haf the guts to look at blood gushing out from anywhere except my own pubic region cos im so fucking used to it. haha! and my family members were discouraging me cos they tink its a shitty job imagine having to wipe pple's assholes and all... aiyahh! its all abt how much u care for pple and how gutsy u r lah! sad but true, my scores were like neither here nor there cos i cant even go to the biz courses that i wanted all along, and i left wif IT and engineering and nursing only lor. engineering is pure physics and pure maths to me lah, so i hate it to the core, and i also reminded myself that i must be a office lady nxt time! i dun wanna sweat under the sun! so ya, no choice i chose IT which seem like a rather better choice in my mind than the rest lor... i was tinking joining IT would be more like learning how to chat on IRC with a hell lot more knowledge. but I was wrong lah.
anyway, time just flies and flies and flies so bloody fast and now im on the route to say byebye to np. hah. paul was complaining that ever since we turn 16, everythin in our life just went by in a flash, the earth seems to be spinning faster eh don't u tink? wadever it is, im glad in np i found the course that i have interest in or rather, a course that i can tahan in!
if NP could change their way of graduating, i would suggest this.
1) allow students to wear frilly and sweet dresses to graduation. i dun understand why we haf to wear and look so mature and serious when in real fact i still sprout laughter and vulgarities at my frens. hah. my family said i look like a lawyer. gee! i feel like an old maid in a blazer. stiff and domineering. hmm. pictures later. for men i guess they are happi wif anythin they put on so long they cover their private parts. hah!
2) allow our family members to come without having a limited quota. who cares abt invitation cards? we can lug out family to set up portable seats to cheer us on when we go up to the stage! haha! now i am in a fucking dilemma on who is to go for my ceremony later. i reli duno. i have not even decided who is going. choice is between mom, dad and grandma. only 2 can go. fuck that.
3) oh and dun forget, whoever spread the rumor that graduands that are gals must wear covered shoes wif heels! ok that would mean court shoes. why cant we wear open toe sandals? mind u, i painted my toe nails so im soooo gonna show them off! pff! i dun care i am gonna wear open toe heels later. hee. why are we dressing up only to cover our damn toes? even the muslims dun cover their toes lor! actually as for muslims i tink they can wear their tudungs and national costumes lah. so yeah thats good of np ah.
hmm i preach all of u to give me my best wishes. pray the following:
1) may regina not fall on the steps to receiving her cert.
2) may regina not slip and fall on the stage while walking towards the certificate presenter.
3) may regina not burp out loud while saying "Thank u" to the presenter.
4) may regina not have a bad hair day or full of zits on face day while taking pictures wif her pals and family.
5) may regina not break her heels while going up the stage to receive her cert.
6) may regina's skirt, blazer not break or burst when shes walking to the presenter.
7) may the terrorist change their minds abt bombing np convention centre. its a day of happiness!
Amen. Thank you Gods of all religions above for your blessings.
updates abt graduation ceremony coming up later. stay tuned!
9:30 AM