The Reader
Regina. Can't wait to step into the real society. Hates life to be in an orderly manner. Adores human interaction. 21 going on 22 this year. Third year in "ANUS minus A" - "KoM-Pu-Tin".
Adores
Reading chick literati books, watching dramas whichever and whatever and wherever the source is from, singing and listening to every genre of music, satisfying my stomach with good food, catching good movies, working out every cell available in her body.
Things I'd Like
Good grades
Healthy life
Money
Peace and harmony
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Weird dream and decisions to be made
I dreamt that I had a baby
then i went to do situps, and run/sprint on the track.
then moments later, my period came,
and my baby is gone.
hahaha
I dreamt that I see my best fren in labour before
gee, she doesn't even haf a boyfriend.
im so weird, even my dreams got people i've nv seen in my life appearing in them
ever since my mid terms, i got addicted to watching anime online. gee, i used to condemn anime lor. well, when im so bored, and freakin nothin to imagine to do, i just on the god damn computer and watch romantic anime.
I've been in a dilemma, but the truth is quite obvious, its just a matter of whether i can accept that awful ugly truth. the fact tat im not performing well in sch as i expected, even not performing to the "ok" standard makes it obvious that i've to finish up uni as fast as possible- meaning my 3 year degree shuld suffice my time there. many ppl esp seniors and frens haf been giving advice that even a 3rd class honours degree is not even any better than a 3 year degree. save my folks' money and go into the workforce ba? i believe when i work i shuld be more happi and relaxed... god... i canot face studying and aiming for borderline passes... that's really pointless... the interest is there, but the understanding of wad is taught in sch is baffling me. its fated because my genes aint intelligent. to be able to graduate frm uni is considered a fortune to me already. my family haf no comments abt this issue.
sad thing is, i'll be working while paul will be mugging in sch for 3 whole years..
so sad, no more chances to be in the same sch since sec sch days... sigh.
4:56 PM