The Reader
Regina. Can't wait to step into the real society. Hates life to be in an orderly manner. Adores human interaction. 21 going on 22 this year. Third year in "ANUS minus A" - "KoM-Pu-Tin".
Adores
Reading chick literati books, watching dramas whichever and whatever and wherever the source is from, singing and listening to every genre of music, satisfying my stomach with good food, catching good movies, working out every cell available in her body.
Things I'd Like
Good grades
Healthy life
Money
Peace and harmony
Thursday, March 02, 2006
An eventful 1st of March
Yesterday was supposed to be my last paper for mid-terms. Was so looking forward to celebrating the start of freedom and the first sight of town after 2 weeks of torture (god has it been that long?!)...
Unfortunately the period had to strike on me. The cramps set in at 3pm when I'm supposed to have my test at 415! argh!
Was whimpering at the door to my dad as I thought I rest awhile in his car will be better lor. But didn't get any better lor. In fact, it got so bad that beads of sweat were forming on my head even when the aircon was switched on, my face was the shade of a white piece of Double A paper man.
I suggested to dad to take me to a clinic as soon as possible as when i called my friends they told me there was no re-test for this paper. Even so, I should get a MC hopefully when I meet that lecturer he will let me take re-test cos the hell i can't be faking this up rite? haiz. to the nearest clinic and the doc gave me a jab to ease the pain within 15 mins, the pain subsided alot. and yeah, 3 types of painkillers to take oso helped lah. So i was able to do my test, but u noe, when i pain rite, everythin i study all disappeared alr lor. so was quite disappointed at myself cos the paper sure can score if i got study harder and manage to understand some concepts that till now i still canot manage to get it.
I realised that whatever happens in life... even failing your studies is not the last thing that will form "tragedy" or "so-gonna-die" in my head. I've seen examples of people who doesn't give up even though they will take a longer route to achieve their goals. I guess I'm one of those people, not hardworking enough, not intelligent enough, and so I'll take an extra mile to get my degree. What's most important to me is the health of my loved ones and me, even without your life you can't complete your studies rite? U might be sniggering at the fact that I might say it easy but my heart sure cannot take it if i failed in wad i expect to succeed when others can do it. After the eventful episode yesterdae, i realise that my dad really cares deeply for me, played his role as a Daddy for the first time, which I seem to take everything for granted in the past.
Yeap, that's all I wish to say. Love family and Love thyself. Nothing else matters more than these in a simple girl's mind.
11:19 AM